Chinese New Year!!

Haha..It's chinese new year 2006!!

It's been a while since I update my blog..^_^"..I almost forget about my blog..since a lot of things happened lately..

I've got my 2nd semester result..Well..GPA 3.245..Quite bad..but I'm relieved because I passed Calculus..I thought I can fail..But I didn't..and I want to thank my classmates..especially Rommel, May, Irene, Bernard, Reimie and Soket..Their determination moved me..Thanks guys and gals..

Well..Today is the 2nd day of new year of the lunar calender..and I losed RM30 to my little cousin..T_T...Everytime I gamble..It's a sure thing that I will lose..EVERY YEAR!! But..anyway..It just showed me that gambling is not for me..which is a good thing (I'll not go bankrap to gambling..^_^")

I have not opened my red packets yet..It's a first for me this year..'cause I'll sure open them by the time I reached home from relatives' and friends' homes..Haha..Does this mean I've grown up??

My godsister bought me a red shirt..She just gave me yesterday..I thought she won't buy me anything anymore...but..she proved me wrong..Really must give her a big thank you to her..

Oh..before I end this..I want to mention something..I've been missing her..quite frequently in fact..What shall I do??

Missing someone..

Hmm..I'm missing someone..Trying to wake myself up not to get myself washed away..

It's weird though..when you like someone everything seems perfect..That is what I'm trying to avoid now..thinking that everything's going to be perfect..

Hope time will wash away some of my craziness..But then some part in my heart tells me to be more active..not passive..

Hmm..love..what a weird thing it is..

Everything's going to be just fine..

^_^" (Ding!)

What's your real age??

www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz

try it out..Really funny..

I tried it..I'm 18 and the result I get was..18..lol..I'm really a teenager..haha..nice!! I don't to be older than my age!!

^_^"(Ding!)

Home..Sweet Home..^_^"

I'm back home!! I reached Bagan Serai (Perak) at about 5am..Earlier I went to KL with Benny..with Small Ken..But only Benny and I went down before Puduraya as Ken's going to her sister's place..

We went to Timesquare..saw a lot of things..but I was tired..'cause the day before I went to Pure Bar..After that slept at 7am..huhu..2 hours sleep then went to kl..haha.Walking like a zombie I was..

I bought a sweater there..Wild Channel one..Quite nice..^_^"..Then I saw a key chain with names carved on it..So..I chose my name as well as a friend of mine..Hope she will like it..^_^"..

I met an interesting situation later..We went to McD of Sungei Wang..While resting there a beautiful, young white woman put a card on top of our table..On the card, it writes :"I am a deaf perosn..please buy this pin to help others like me..etc etc.."..On the top right corner of the card there hangs a small pin of tweety bird..

I'm thinking..hmm..this is the first time a deaf people asked donation from me..So..Without hesitation I bought it..for RM10..Benny asked me wether I was cheated or not..but I think She's being true to me..Even if she cheated me then so be it..It's hard to not to help when u thinks "what if I'm deaf and nobody wants to help me?", right?

I'm back..

^_^" (ding!)

Finals Ended..

Finally!!Finals' over!!! Can relax a bit..but still..can't relax too much..'cause my calculus..I think I'll fail..must prepare for the supplementary test...if I fail..

About Physics..haha..It's not as difficult as calculus..thank god for that..I hope I can get a B+ or A- for it..finger crossed..

Today May went back to Klang lor..Hmm..will be missing her..such innocence in her I can't found in anyone else..

Going to Pure Bar tonight..hope I don't get drunk..again..

^_^" (Ding!)

1 down..2 more paper to go...

Yesterday just finished one paper..English..Oh my..It's quite difficult..I can't figure out the words and the answers..I just used my common sense..oh man..The essay was..a piece of junk..I don't know what I'm writting..and i dare not check on it..T_T..

Nevertheless..I hope I can get an A for English..'cause I know I can't get A for calculus and physics..especially calculus..Today must study calculus..if not..Die..

I'm going for lunch..so hungry..My biological clock has totally changed..sleep at 6am..wake up at 12pm..I'm like dracula now..Hope all this will change after this final exams..

^_^"(ding!)

Rain..Rain..Go Away..Come Again Another Day..

Hmm..the coldest season of the year just came..Everday it's just about the rain..rain..rain..Everything must be rescheduled..everything must be canceled..'cause of the rain..Sometimes I really hate the rain.

When it's raining I can't see the shiny sun..When it's raining I can't see the thing that reminds me of her..The sky is all dark and grey..Where is the blue sky?

But I know..after the rain there will always be sunshine..There will be rainbow..and there will be a clear blue sky..That's why I must be strong..and carry on..'cause I know I don't belong..here in Heaven..

^_^" (ding!)

It's been a while..

Whoa..it's been a while since I make an update on my blog..You see..I have assignments and my final exam is near..So it's normal to neglect my blog for a while..^_^"..

Basically everything's back to normal..I'm now feeling a lot better than what I felt a week ago..Oh man..that was hell..But..With some benefits though..I managed to understand physics a little better..^_^"..

I'm now worrying about my calculus..It's very hard..I'm very confused about it..

Nevetherless..I'm going to do my calculus after settling everything..wash shirt..have lunch..watch bleach..^_^"..

Hmm..Nothing to do leh..Boring day...

Oh my oh my...boring day..whole afternoon playing dota to kill time..

Weather's a bit weird today..Rain twice..A little cool..

Yea..Almost forgot..I watched Slamdunk..haha..so funny..full of stupid jokes..

Did I tell you that Initial D's songs rocks? haha..They really do..

Ya..Talking about songs..if you like songs..then you'll understand if I say there's some songs that you'll like for a VERY long time..

Hmm..my all-time favourites are the English love songs..I can't remember 'cause there's too much songs that I like..The oldies are the best..Nowadays the songs are either hip hop or rock..Sometimes I get bored with them..I needed some soothing musics..^_^"

Hmm..It's going to 2am soon..

Bored..

It's new year..

Hmm..new year's here..But I really can't see the difference between yesterday and today..The transition from 2005 to 2006..

Boring..I slept until about 3pm yesterday..huhu..My first sleep in like 48 hours..

I must really thank May for her concern..If it's not for the chat we had on 31st morning and the call she made to me..I think I will still stuck inside the world of despair..

Anyway..Thank you May..

New Year's here..Hmm..any new goals?? No I guess..My goal is still the same..

To be a better person..

To find myself..

^_^" (Ding!)