Everything changed...T_T..I HATE IT!!

Everything changed..I'm hating it..Since I told her..My life changed..I became jeoulous of everything..I can't concentrate..DAMNED!

Hoping everything will be back to near-normal in week 3..I really have to start doing my things..

Today..i mean yesterday midnight talked a lot with yar ling, soket, irene and abel..haha..really is one of the best moment (again..) of my life..talked really a lot about things..Sad things..Happy things..everything..It's just a waste that Someone didn't join in..Maybe she's not familiar with these companies around?

Anyway..What I'm hoping now is 顺其自然...

^_^"

Valentine's day..

Happy Valentine's Day to all the couple out there! Haha..On valentine's day everybody either wore red or pink..haha..Group 1 and 2 rocks!

I wanted to tell her something..But it seems that she's always being surrounded by people..very hard to be with her alone..damn..and so..not until late night that I had the chance to spend some private moment with her..

Now everything's changed..for the better? I hope so..

^_^"...

First Week...Bittersweet?

Finally..the first week is gone..Well..pratically..Reached Melaka at about 7.15am...Then reached EP at 7.30am..When we came back my housemates were still sleeping..so benny and I decided to wake them all up..haha...We're surprised too that there's two new housemates...Surprisingly..They were 87ers..One taking foundation in engineering..another taking beta in business...

Well..on that day I was hoping to see May..and..practically..I did..But..there's some distance...like..I found out that I don't know how to communicate with her...like I was afraid that I'll say something stupid..What's wrong with me?Hmm...

Now I'm thinking..What should I do?

V day's approaching..Time to decide...

Well..that's enough..now with the next topic..Practically..the first lectures...were all boring..except for Applied Math I guess..'cause our lecturer is a VERY strict guy...which is a good thing..in some way...but..in ANOTHER way...I dislike it..It's not that I hate him personally..anyway...I think he's a very good lecturer...

Rommel got a new phone..and I totally fall in love for it..'cause that k750i's camera's GOOD...Snapped a lot of photos with it..haha...maybe I'll buy one soon..haha...


^_^"...

Came Back Happily..But Stay Here Sad?

Hehe..I'm back to Melaka..First came into EP already saw 2 new guys...one from ipoh..another seremban..Quite excited actually..

1st nite quite boring..so went out with May..Then saw Bernard and Irene..Later have a walk around school with May and Bernard..Chat about things..Feeling the cold wind blowing my face..the chill..the peace...the moon..it's all actually quite boring if without someone by yourside..especially with the one you love..^_^"..

Now I just came back from a night walking..with rommel this time..Haha..He's back..Talked things out..joke things out...and most importantly..We went to President Square to see the stars..Happy moments..^_^"...

Hope all this will not end..In fact I wish this feeling will never end..which is..unfortunately..will end anyway..but then the memory will always be a part of me..Haha..

Now so tired..Sleep...